pagmumuni-muni

ilang beses mo na akong tinalikuran?
ilang beses mo na sinabi ang mga katagang "hanggang dito na lang?"
hindi mo alam kung gaano ako nasaktan
hindi mo alam kung ano ang aking napagdaanan

ilang beses mo pa ako papaasahin?
ilang beses pa ako magpapakatanga sa iyo?
hindi ko maintindinhan ang sarili ko
hindi ko na alam kung bakit ako ganito

sana, mamatay na lang ako
ganun din naman yung pakiramdam nung una mo akong iniwanan

some where, along the way
our paths crossed and life was never the same
well, at least for me, that was how i felt

For You, a Thousand Times Over

I found myself dreaming

In silver and gold

Like a scene from a movie

That every broken heart knows

We were walking on moonlight
And you pulled me close
Split second and you disappeared
And then I was all alone

I woke up in tears
With you by my side
A breath of relief
And I realized
No, we're not promised tomorrow

So I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you
And I'm gonna hold you like I'm saying goodbye
Wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted
'Cause we'll never know when, when we'll run out of time

So I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you

In the blink of an eye
Just a whisper of smoke
You could lose everything
The truth is you never know

So I'll kiss you longer baby
Any chance that I get
I'll make the most of the minutes
And love with no regrets

Let's take our time to say what we want
Here's what we got before it's all gone
'Cause no, we're not promised tomorrow

So I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you like I'm saying goodbye
Wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted
'Cause we'll never know when, when we'll run out of time

So I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you

I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna hold you like I'm saying goodbye
Wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted
'Cause we'll never know when, when we'll run out of time

So I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you
I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you

...

maramot
yan ang sinabi mo sa akin kanina
at hindi ko maintindihan, hindi matanggap ng pagkatao ko
na sinabihan mo ako ng ganyan

bakit?
dahil ba binura ko yung COC mo sa telepono ko?
dahil hindi ka maka-attack at nagagalit na yung mga kasama mo sa clan?

mas iniintindi mo pa yung sasabihin nung ka-clan mo
kesa sa nararamdaman ko

sana maging masaya ka riyan sa ginagawa mo.
kasi ako..
sa totoo lang..
hindi.

commissioned poem

dahil mas pinili mo na saktan ako..
dahil sinabi mo na mas mahal mo siya..
dahil mukhang hindi mo naman pinahalagahan kung ano namagitan sa atin..
dahil wala naman talagang "tayo"...

tinatapos ko na ang lahat.
itatago ko na ang mga bakas ng kahapon na pinagsaluhan natin
yung mga balat ng pagkaing binigay mo sa akin
yung pinambalot kong regalo para sa iyo
yung kwadernong ibibigay ko sana sa iyo

kakalimutan ko na ang lahat
yun din naman yung gusto mong gawin
hindi ba?

on kids...

they give the most honest comments (and most of the times, crazy!)
and show the purest random acts of love.

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mahal na mahal kita